well i havent updated this thing in a long time. so i guess with 5 min. til i have to be at my next class. this just seemed to be the time to do it. hah. but anyways. life. couldnt get any better. ill admit it was hard in the middle. the beginning was great. but now its just perfect. ive figured out who i really am. and ive gained a whole new sense of life. 
school is great. im having an amazing time. ive got some as bs and cs. so im just about normal. hah. and softball is kickin ass. i love the girls. and we seem to be getting just so much better. 
my roomie. is completely amazing. i dont think i couldve been given a better one. shes hilarious. and just as dumb as i am. so we're perfect! 
my girls are my girls. id die for them. they are my everything. 
and my bois take care of meh no matter what the situation is. 
the attention is wonderful. hah. but no. i kinda have a boi. hah. hes a body builder! saweet huh?!? i dont wanna be dating. because im afraid of what we might end up being. so yes we're held apart by fear. but hes amazing. hes stuck by my side and says that im beautiful and amazing. 
i have to admit. im having the time of my life. forreal. nothing could be better. 
i did go home last weekend..and i was stoned the whole time. yes its true. i missed my meaygan rader so so much. it was like heaven. seeing her again! 
but i found a whole new meaning to life. i must admit. ive been a happier person since. and iono everything just looks brighter now. but anyways. i have to go to class now. i love you! 
be a sponge. absorb this beautiful life. | 
